I can't bear to say I Love You

I can't bear bear to say I love you
what can I do? I can only
admire you from afar
keep the memories in a jar
oh dear, I know
I'am behaving cowardly
how long should I torture my self like this?
When will I learn that life is too short,
if I decide to lock my heart in a fort
I wish.. Very my wish dear
for tell that I've always love you
I love you .. More than words
but ...
...
...
...
Before I say you about my feel
I wish ..
You first say that
are in love, with the capital L. In love
that you loved me
but .. You are not there for tell it
I wait and wait
but you never tell
so I feel ... I torture my self
please .. To awake

i'm tired.. Waiting you say that

I'll try for always waiting you